I could still remember yesterday
We were so in love in a special (er, friendly) way
And knowing that you love me
Makes me feel oh so right...
But now I feel lost
Don't know what to do
Each and everyday I think of you (yes, i do)
Holding back the tears (can't seem to!)
I'm trying with all my might...

Because you're gonna leave me standing all alone
And I know I've got to face tomorrow on my own (bitter truth)
But baby before I let you go
I want to say I love you
I hope that you're listening coz it's true
You'll be forever in my heart
And I know that no one else will do
So before I let you go I want to say
I love you... (i do, i do, i do!)

Letting you go is never easy
But I love you so
That's why I'll set you free, yeah
And I know, someday, somehow,I'll find the way
To leave them all behind me
Give it all beneath to keep it baby

it's so absurd to say, or even think, that you want to let go of someone who was never really yours. to give him away when u never had him. if you had him even for a while, it wouldn't hurt as much as it would if you never did. hayy, the pains of life. after so much happiness, you'd be wishing you were dead than experiencing life's harshness that comes after it..

assuming.. how could one NOT assume? when he tells you things that melt your heart and make it pump more blood faster than ever, when he seems to be always right on time to comfort you, to laugh with you, to cry with you, too boost you up... how CAN'T you wonder if he likes you too? when it seems so obvious? and then reality slaps your face: that's just the way he is. that's just how nice he is. that's just how charming he is. that's just how perfect he is. after knowing how ideal he is, how could you NOT fall??

coz you're everywhere to me
and when i close my eyes

it's you i see

you're everything i know that makes me believe
i'm not alone..

you're in everyone i see
so tell me..
DO YOU SEE ME?

ayoko na maging martyr! it sucks. im turning 20 in a few months and i never felt that my love was reciprocated, ever. i keep on falling for men who just won't like me. ayan nanaman ako sa self-pity mode ko. mana nga ako sa nanay ko! ayoko naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :'(

this is soooooooooooo sad.