im still thinking of you.
but i feel so much like a bitch.
tama si nadine, im like that slutty N###y..
nang aagaw ng hindi naman dapat sakin..
pinipilit na maging sentro ng buhay niya..
e hindi naman.
pero kelan ba ko magiging masaya..?
don't i deserve to be happy too?
why can't i, for once, be loved back by the one i love?
why do i always find someone better than me,
even if im not competing with her?
why do you think it's better to remain unnoticed than
to be in your place? what is it that you're experiencing
that's so unfortunate?
what could be better in this world that to be loved
by him? what else?
im trying to be happy for you, but you dont want to
be happy for yourself, and i just dont get it.
love will never be equal between two people.
somebody always loves more, maybe it's you,
but what the heck? who cares?
that's the unselfishness of love, giving up everything,
not expecting anything..
but somehow still gaining everything.
that is happiness.
that is love.
"I don't have to see myself in his eyes just as long as he sees himself in mine.
I don't have to frown when i know his smiles weren't mine just as long as i am smiling because of him and he knows it."
so what are you going nuts about?
say it, get out of your shell.
it's better to regret having done something
than to regret you've been such a coward not to have done it at all.
girl, i hope you chose to do something,
because for you i chose to do nothing.
snoozed at3/20/2006 11:45:00 PM .