hay Lord, ano pa bang kailangan ko gawin?
sinunod ko na sila, hindi na ko magwa YFC, pero bakit andami paring reklamo?
gusto po ba nila na hindi ko na makita mga kaibigan ko?
nag jogging lang kami Lord, tas konting softball. bawal parin bang maglaro?
kumain kami ng breakfast while having a few laughs, ok lang naman po siguro kumain at tumawa noh?
11am po ako nakauwi. maaga naman po diba? not like my 9pm glee club.
all work and no play makes aisha a monster.
grabe Lord, they are being irrational.
as much as im striving hard to understand them, i still cant.
whaaa. i cant believe it. BAWAL MAGJOGGING??!!!
according to my overly sensitive mother, i am AGAIN defying her.
DEFY, DEFY. she's been sooo attached to that word for weeks already.
hayyyy. witness ko si Lord, nagpaalam ako kay lola.
i said that to nanay, but she said that i couldve told her last night about the 'jogging'.
how was i supposed to talk to her? she knew that i was so preoccupied with doing homework last night.
so still, she says: you are DEFYING me.
oooh, i've had enough of that word. it makes me sick.
then she suddenly says: wag ka nang mag aral kung ganyan ka!
what the....?!!!what does studying have to do with jogging, softball, and eating breakfast?
then she says again that i should've just cleaned the house.
okay, point taken. but do i really clean the house? honestly?
you know me well enough to know that the answer's NO.IF i didnt jog with my friends, i wouldnt clean, no, not at all.
cleaning wouldnt even cross my mind.
during THAT early time in the morning, i wouldnt even be up yet! i would just sleep. til 11am. just about time when i had arrived from jogging. or maybe til 1pm.
DEFINITELY LESS PRODUCTIVE THAN JOGGING. i know you're getting my point, so stop thinking that i did something wrong (youre just like my mom, FAULTFINDER!).
dont suck life away from me.
so what do i do now?! just accept the wrong judgements my LOVING parents give me? HELL NO!!!!!
anybody open to the idea of ADOPTION? i'm willing. just get me outta this hell.
*****************************************************
i've just given JEN my responsibility being a chapter head. i'm feeling so guilty coz i feel like im leaving her with so much burden, especially now that ILC's coming and i should be collecting payments to meet tomorrow's deadline. as much as i would want to help, my FREAKY parents just won't let me. Grrrrr.
snoozed at2/27/2005 12:00:00 AM .