last monday i got my advisory marks. i got a fucking F in math (since these are MY thoughts, why censor it?). that grade was only based on the first long test, which i failed. but for that one i got an alibi. my stupid professor didn't check the back of my paper, because she said it's her rule that we shouldnt put answers at the back our papers, just unluckily for me, i didn't hear her say that. more than half the weight of the scores was there, and im pretty sure i got most of my answers right. curse her.
..but just last night, i took my math midterm exam. after all the hardwork, pagsusunog ng kilay, pagkakapal ng mukha na magpaturo kay ate pepel ng math, it didn't pay off. God had forsaken me. midterms was just hell. every friggin principle in math combined in all problems. i didn't finish answering them! i'll be lucky if i get a 70/200. i've tried so HARD! i really did.. maybe im really bobo.. i dunno.. now i know how joy felt when she failed her math.. it's really frustrating, getting caught up in all these nonsense numbers, but u just can do nothing about it.
the only nice things that happened to me yesterday were that i was able to eat PLENTY of food, and i was able to pray, by ej's leading. we had a practice yesterday for the pre-con on sunday that's gonna be held here in school. well, it was SUPPOSED to be a practiceÜ (-->woah! that's the first smiley i typed in this entry!) we started with worship-- i just surrendered everything to Him. bahala na si God sakin. it was really wrong for me to say He had forsaken me-- i know He hadnt, and He would NEVER. i just got carried away by my emotions. challenge lang to. i can do this. as long as God is with me, along with my family, and my YFC friends.
another problem. with a grade of F, im afraid my parents wouldnt allow me to attend YFC gatherings for a while. while in the jeepney last night, i thought of renting a dorm near here in school so that i could really concentrate on my studies during weekdays, and i'll go home on weekends to see my family and attend YFC. that's what i was planning. but it's still up to my parents.. renting a dormitory is really costly..
bottom line: COLLEGE SUCKS.
seems like i cant add any more of the abubot stuff i've been planning on this blog of mine.. i dont know how e!!! oh i'll stop this coñotic english shit.
kwento nalang ako ng mga nangyari kahapon sa aming Cluster gimik. we went to SM Megamall primarily to have our studio picture taking. Freizer's idea, actually. It was a pretty nice idea, though. pag nakikita yung studio pic nung centralb1 before i even became part of YFC naiinggit ako eh, pero i never thought of Freizer's idea. well anyway, it went well naman. we were 29 all in all, which is quite a good number. nahirapan pa nga kami maghanap ng studio eh kasi hindi daw kami kasya, just imagine if we were complete!!! we were lucky enough to be able to get all the shots. kasi dapat we get to choose 3 out of 5 shots, but the cameraman made 7 shots. kaya ang hirap pumili, kasi it seemed na everyone looked nice in all of the pictures!! basta it turned out we got to buy all the shots :D nice memories, yay :D hayy actually excited na talaga ako to get my hands on those pictures!!! oh how i love my YFC family!!! what would i do without you?!
here o, take a look at us!!! we're so happy noh?!!!
mads and i got to stroll together.. and we saw this new bread shop near the ice skating rink. it's called BreadTalk. grabe, nakakainspire talaga!! for your info kasi, mads and i plan to build a bakeshoppe or something of that sort when we grow up.. tas we saw that establishment, sobrang ganda!!! you should take a look at it!!! grabe literally jaw-dropping pag nakita mo. para kaming nakakita ng lalaking nakahubad sa sobrang amazement. hahaha. uy joke lang ha. basta i know that you get what i mean!!! after 10 years, magkaka ganun din kaming bakeshoppe, tapos dun kayo bibili samin ng pastries and bread ha? yay!
nako, math midterms ko na sa tuesday. hirap parin ako. ate pepel! help! ikaw ang savior ko. amazing yung determinants technique ha, i'll really use that sa exams. eek! i remembered, i'm gonna get my advisory marks tomorrow na!!! golly gee! i'm full of D's and F's.. nako, promise ang scary, ano kayang sasabihin ng mga magulang ko? i'll make bawi nalang this next half of the sem. i can do it! yeah! hmm, just as long as i put my mind to it... and to the right person hehehe. who's the right person? a mystery. find out for yourself.Ü
im supposed to doing my reaction paper about Lam-ang right now when i got linked to this blog thing. some kind of online journal, i come to understand. but i want to make it look nice first before posting my thoughts in. read my mind.. soon.
im thrilled to explore.